Riderboy

hurrrrrr.

2010-12-24T03:08:00.003+08:00

It Christmas now.. ho ho ho.

you know something i have this feeling something bad is going to happen i just feel it...

any way am going to US this Saturday, the reason am going us is because my dad had been adminted to the hospital to because of err come and ask me better like that...
As am going to us is because to settle some matter as my family won't have time and am the only who is free, so am going there for few day like maybe three four day, but of cos i be back before new year....

so, now my wish is to have my mother to scold me even more cos when i was young to pretty

i go on torrow byebye

intersting

2010-11-29T02:38:00.004+08:00

today during dinner the right at the second when everyone talk about who they like, and

when someone say someone name, my head when pop, due i know who the person know who come up...

but luckey no one ask me..

seannysean
must study

out

2010-11-25T02:07:00.002+08:00

some please invite me out i alway go out aalone one. and it super bored, when everyone go they never invite me..

anyway if if you are reading my blog do read the pose at Sep 2008 first few

seannysean out out

invite me out pleaes

nus

2010-11-24T04:21:00.001+08:00

i have beenn in studying in nus for two year now...

yup two year in medicine courese...

i wonder what i become after that...??

seriouse

2010-09-01T17:48:00.002+08:00

i think girls are super loud voice..

boy toally can't bet them..

oh well. \

study study study...

somtime

2009-10-06T16:08:00.001+08:00

Life throws you things when you least expect it.

Some of these things, cause you pain.

Some of these things, gives you magic mushrooms. I'm getting magic mushrooms now.

When I close my eyes, I see bright, vivid and happy colours.

When I walk, my shadow's skipping and dancing.

Magic mushrooms surely must last forever!

MEdicine

2009-10-04T03:51:00.002+08:00

medicine is very interstig but i wonder why it must the 6 year to complelt a course...

can't wait to became a doctor and ops room to operatate on someone or somthing

2009-07-03T03:39:00.003+08:00

alot of thing is in my mind now tihinking what to do now.

They say, when something major happens, like a death in the family, or 2 deaths in my case, you will take a step back and re-evaluate your life.

I think this is true.

I was facing so many uncertainties, in the past weeks.

But it's all starting to become certain. I'm down to one uncertainty.

Make or break.

thing i have

2009-03-30T01:17:00.003+08:00

three laptop 4 pair basketball shose two outside shoes and two pc computer in my room

and i am going to get another laptop.. all three laptop to do work tow pc computer to do work also

seanny sean

DRink

2009-03-22T00:16:00.004+08:00

I was at starbuck on friday afternnon drinking coffee and reading book enjoying myself
when all a sudden a fly when in to my coffee.. hmm fly with coffee, NICE

everyone cool

2009-03-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

hi me again, am in noth east london but i dunno which part hahah

anyway listen to the song

then read

am going to apologize to all of you...

but

it to late to apologize

ok ta ta

seanny sean

here what i hope to get..

2009-03-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

here we go..

am going "london w m" later around 4 i think

alone.

going for 3 weeks ok here but may come ealryer like next week or after next

what i hop is to see a size 20 soccer boots. i really hope they have if not i cry kidding

there and won't want to leave.. but i think i may do that ok.. part of that am going there for holiday well if i stay of three week there i would be able to to vist liverpool areaal man u chealsea stuidm

it would be cool

any hope to get the soccer boots

seanny sean ta ta

NOT gay BUT SIck

2009-02-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

yo everyone what,

do you know that micheal jackson is not gay the becausehe did an sexual thing..

the reeson he puts make up is because he has a skin dease than affect the whole body

and the reson he puts make up is because to make look better

part of that he is working five day a week in a hotel performing to make money

this is true fact...

even deo every one in the world he is gay but he is notjust that he look like one...

seanny sean. ta ta

LA Off soon annvirsiy

2008-12-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

Am going to LA soon in least then 48 hours

i have been there once before a level started will the place there is not bad

anyway i going there to spent time with my dad, i hope he till remember me even if he donent rember me i got no idead what to do there as my aunt is also there she a amricnan her self am so going to miss them went i going back to singapore i wonder if i could just stay there it will be so cool as for church i just go church with my aunt will that be great, yes , i know i will miss people here in singaproe is just two weeks no worried oh yeah i be going alone to la taking the flight alone taking taxi alone to my dad house

my friend say is so scary i wonder why is scary i can't get it, i just have to trat in as singapore ha ha it won't be easy..

so the past two day it was christmas i have been celebreating with my church friends inn church

i miss chrismas dinner wit my famliy coz of usher, but it ok i did had fun with friends

in church even deo half of the time was ushering

anyway till waitng for a level result

i talk about the annurvisy thing torrow

till then cya

seany sean

ta ta

Crash in an every

2008-12-14T14:44:00.001+08:00

My favourite people will remain my favourite people even if I won't get to see them as much anymore. They've all taken a piece of my heart with them, like how Lalang flowers hook onto your socks as you stroll past a long row of Lalang bushes by the roadside. "In the end, though, maybe we must all give up trying to pay back the people in this world who sustain our lives. In the end, maybe it's wiser to surrender before the miraculous scope of human generosity and to just keep saying thank you, forever and sincerely, for as long as we have voices."

— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman's Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia)

seanny seean

ta ta

c ta.

2008-12-08T00:40:00.005+08:00

well today service was great, part of that they even celebreated my four days early birthday, anyway i knew it was going to happen but didn't neo when, i even wanted to tell went it goingn to happen but didn't, knew they will change somthing else in topic..

and i think not everryone neo my age and how old i am i think, when they actually put 20 year old on the card

i think they even got appointed people to look after i wonder who mind..?

it ok.. got scolding from my mom coz..

anyway thanks again for the birthdaty card and thing and bithday..

thought that am 21 year old getting old oh man..

oh well life have to go on..

and i cannot smile anymore starting from today onward is not good for me

so remind not to smile if i do it....

ta ta bye

seant seany

wondering

2008-12-01T14:34:00.002+08:00

all this while i have beemn thinking what is like to life your hand up during church service

yesterday i did't go to my friend church service but went to my own so during service

only half of the people in my church life their hand up

the rest never even my mom did that but i woundering where it started from of life hand

last time church people they dun life their hand..?

any way that my question...?

NEXT

Is, my life have been bored this time round after a level

i got nothing to do at all

all i do is stay at home if not stay at home then go out alone or star at the computer

super boring life i can't do anything at all

ture that my birthday is coming but..

anyway am so bored if only a level were loger then i won't be so bored and have thing to do

can't wait to go army man

dunno what am going to do for the rest for the days till next year

prom night 6 dec

i dun think is a prom at all...

seannysean

ta ta

sexy woman

2008-11-20T14:06:00.003+08:00

Today i went for basketball training at basketball assaction of singapore

OK why am i writing this i coz today training instest of training my team mate was looking at girls, i gott no idea why

but while training today at 9 am half of the training

A girl coming she was training as well

so when she came in everyone started to starei, i stare less then 1 mins

as every kep staring at her that my coach stop the training..

and the bad part was the girl she did't scold as for staring i guess she enjoy it ..

what a day, they should stop girl from coming to the training when we are training

this is what happen when your team mate is not singpaporen

anyway game start at 30 dec at BASS..

three more papaer hahaha

ta ta

Right AfTer ServicE

2008-11-11T17:49:00.003+08:00

i wanted to blog on sunday night but no time so now here sunday one..!

last sunday, after service mong came to talk to me and ask how school on saturday..

i was: it ok

but i till miss saturday service dam i hate my school

Then after that yassy come and she told me this: that if the Jerseys that we are making, is not loong enought for me

she say the whole group of CG won't have Jerseys on the Jerseys day

coz we are family..

while she told me that mong was nooping his head,

after she told me

_____________________________________________________

One side of my brain was like: OH ok right

The other side of my brain was like: wa how kind of her to make sure i wear it and it long enough and fit right in the Jerseys

if not everyone won't have the Jersey

and centre of my brain was like: she is a great leader

then somthing came out of my mind was this: am i in the right church or not..!

___________________________________

Gp english yesterday was not bad

i think some of the question was taken from last year paper..

history mathe liet the following few day....

i hope they won't bit

seanny sean

ta ta

Poor abanded cats

2008-11-10T02:47:00.003+08:00

Here what Today on the way home i saw to two cat under my block and

It must be people life them beined as they dun want to take of them, ok am a dog lover but look at the cat so poor thing

Well

when i saw the cat i felt so poor thing for the cat, there was both mother and kettin cat there so poor thing when i actually when up close to them i felt sad

Then i when back home and told my sister and while telling her i felt like keeping them they so poor thing, then at 12 am i went down i store a bit of my cat food brring down to feet them well the mother cat was super hurger she kep eatting it as the kitten ate a bit

and when every you look at them you just feel like bring them home to look after them but could't Yup i could't keep them coz i have one at home already, famliy wound't agree either, and that time when i went down i saw the kittenn in the disposl pin that type of big bin to re-use thing

When i saw that, i was like who the dam freaking person that put the kitten in as i saw the kitten it was like laying down tryung to move the bag and fan in it, and no space at all, i took the cat out as if i did't the next person that going to throw their thing in the bin surly will hit the cat as the cat cannot do anything as it was till small, super poor thing right..

When you look at them you could see the poor look face as i when up i just wanted to keep them and bring them home but could't, so poor thing, whoever the person that left the cat there surly got no life for them.. As they could like send them to SPCA, and surly got to go to be fine...

Poor cats

A level torrow hahah

Its going to be a exicting exam this year...

seannysean

ta ta bye bye

oversea or not

2008-11-04T02:53:00.001+08:00

i have been thinking of going oversea to study but i don't know wheter is a good idea a not after army of coz, one of the reason of going to oversea to study is i can buy shoes all kind, ok not all kind but i can buy shoes there, next is i can spend sometime with my dad you see he is working to there and was put there to work by the office in singapore so i don;t no wheter to go oversea or not, But the main reason is to study of coz well i will miss everyone here that i know but study oversea is good right or not...?

yeah of coz study in singapore at home is better but i can buy shoes easy but that not the main reason of coz...?

So should i go oversea to study or not..?
is it a good idea..?

really it coming

so stress

sean senny

ta ta

not that tall

2008-11-04T02:21:00.003+08:00

am really not that tall, yeah am 2.21 but outside people are up to my head mouth to neck so am not that tall right, but i just dunno why and can't think of a reason why people keep staring at me am i really that tall, and people keep asking how tall i am about my hight but am not really that tall right ...?

i don't feel like 2.21m i feel liek 1.90m or 1.80m, for that high is normal hight people dun stare at that type of hight not so much

so i have been thinking everyday and been asking all sort of people from crazy type to i dunno the person type this

am i really that tall as in really tall tall...?

Am I

nine day left hahah

i hope they will give anws on the paper haha

kidding la

ta ta

sean sean

First time Woohooo

2008-10-31T02:12:00.002+08:00

I know is over already

but i wanted to write this

since my friend, pastor church mum passed away

It been weired coz i went to the wakt but i don't really neo them so i guess people must be thinking why i go to the wake for.

i don't really neo wheter is right or wrong to go to people wake when you dunno really know them,

But i guess it ok right..

anyway here the thing it my first ever wake that i have been to of the whole process first ever ypu first every wake, since my grand ma died i never been to the wake coz my mum did't let me go its the same for other of my aunit wake, my mum did't let me go also not even the first day, i finally neo what is like to go to a wake and how the whole process goes on till the last day of the wake

it my first ever wake waahoo...!

A level in ten days time

stdudy study study

everyone good luck all the best

MY birthday is coming in 1 moth and eleven days

oh no...

ta ta

sean sean

be be be here or be be be there

2008-10-27T14:25:00.005+08:00

being top in class all A

how i wish i can turn time back so i can study in JC instead of private school

re-take my o level,

and re-born again so i can be as normal as others

anyway i deicded to study oversea i think,

dunno wheter is a good idea

coz i can buy shoes easyer and spend more time with my dad whlie studying of course

but before that i still have to wait for my marks

forteen more day

stsuy study study ah so stressd

ta ta

beuty sean

finally in came

2008-10-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

Am still wondering how come my friend did't get the card

for now is:

A level study stuyd study study

and

the

sad thing is

mama mia the movie is gone already

cannot watch so sad

someone get the cd for me ple...?

study study study A level A level coming coming

study

is studying loacl better or oversea btter

ta ta

sea sean

question Ofr everyone

2008-10-25T03:35:00.004+08:00

HOw do you change 7 foot 5 to 221cm

i mean what the working like how to do the working

and

2. In bmi, Today I came across a very weried iteam and i

open the box in a girl toilet

it a blue box with a white pictice bag inside and it smells

so here the queestion

do outside girls toilet have it to..?

and

what the blue box doing inside the girl toilet

and what is it for...?

how come boy toilet don't have one...?

there more question

3. Anyone can tell me who invented computer

who is the first person..?

4. how come I got the card and not my friend..?

and the other thing is

i went in the girl toilet for the very first time haahahahah

am going to write that in my first time not to pose to go plce book...!

going to study now

fifteen day to go

study study study study studyyyy

sean sean

ta ta

Cool great and even better

2008-10-23T02:38:00.004+08:00

Monday nights belong to 3D Max. I've to think of things in X, Y and Z axis. So far, we've created some creatures, vehicles and crockery.

The last pic shows a crack right down the middle. This is a perfect example of setting your tolerance too low. There's a technical term for it, but I cannot remember what it's called now...

sixteen day more so happy that exam is coming
must study study study boring study study sudy

my birthday is really coming O no
sean sean
ta ta

swet swet swey and more swet

2008-10-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

hello me again

if you dunno who i am never mind, it till me again..

I have a sickness that i just found out

the sickness is call: swet for no reason

Why i say that is because i keep swetting for no reason

this is why

every morning when i stop at the bus stop and walk to school i will swet and in church i will swet even indoor also will swet walk from ps to orchard also will swet no reason one and the weried thing is my friend doesn't swet at all

when they walk to ps to orchard even if they swet you can't seee that much but my is like kep falling going downi really swet for no reason

My cocach say that i never drink enough water just i will swet

my friend say i my scared just why i swet, but to think of it how can i be scared to walk from ps to orchard
Even yesterday when i went jogging with mong and sam and i actually walk from my house to the bright my swet stared coming like coming out like nobody business

i want it to stop, not to stop swetting but to stop sweting even i never move at all or for no reason, and i must swet only for reason

like play sport joging and so on

seventeen day more ah sian

stduy study study

SOMEBODY HELP ME

seany sean

ta ta

Weak Weak Weak and weaker

2008-10-22T02:13:00.005+08:00

Here a quick post coz i have no stranght

i went night jogging with mong and sam ok it been awhile since i last started jogging

but when we actually started jogging half though i felt so weak from the leg to to the the body

maybe is coz am tall and people acutally is right tall people teand to slow down sometime

thoguh jogging my leg felt so weak and it was llike there no stranght on the leg when every i step another step i felt my leg going to break into to part but i felt ok and could go on and did't want to stop,

it was so weak that ii had to jog slower then mong and sam even doe they wanted to jog faster and normaly i try to jog fast but when every i try to too my leg to the keen was like going to break into two and felt so weak, so i gueest i can't go jogging with them

I must train...

i was weak maybe coz am tall and tall people really teand to jog slower maybe is because of my bones which is havil just why and coz of having big fet and weak leg or maybe i never excers for a long time or am old just why, but i jog normaly last time you neo and very fast too dun play play, now dunno what happen...

Go army hahaha, image going jogging in a group then i start to jog slower and not following the grroup and and brring left beind, and the group jog nomaly and abit faster then when they stop to post to have tan but become nine and they found someone missing and start looking for me instead of going on it be like in a movie or ghost story...

It be so cool

must study eighteen days left ah ya sian dam

ok i must get back to study

study study study study...

there more thing i one to blog i do it torrow..

sean weak boy...

ta ta

weired

2008-10-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

Today i went to make glasses at orchard road tangs, near far east with my mom

in the morning i went to school as i was going to school people kep looking at me like am going to put bomb in singapore and bomb singapore.

After class there was a two hours break so i went to meet my mom to make glasses and when i met my mom she was talking to her friend that she met me so introudue me to her here what they say.

Mum: here my son sean

Friend: wa so tall

Mum: my yongest one

Friend wa so tall

Me: i just sayed hi

Mum: ya

Friend: how tall is he

Mum:2 something i think

friend:then she ask me

Me: am 2.21m

Friend: wa so tall

Mum: just smile

then both of them say bye bye then we went to make glass as we when in the shop

Sale man: wa you very tall in chinese

Mum: ya

then slient for whlie

Mum: we went to make glasses

Sale man: ok have you been here

Mum: yes

then so on and when it come to eye check

Sale man: wa so very tall

Me: i got irriedted by him

and you neo what my eye deagree is 125 on the left and 115 the right

i want it to go higher

Then after that, my mum was so pround that she brought me to her friend shop, her office

once there

Mum hi lo in chinese

Friend: A how are you ma in chinses

Mum: my son youngest one

Friend: wa he very tall in chinses

Mum: smile ya

then we went to my mum office:

i did't neo what i was doing there also,

as we walk in,

this time english

Friend: wa ester my mum name he so tall

Mum: ya my son yongest one

Friend: wa so tall

me: i just say hi

As we went in to her office fivee people came at one time

Friend: wa he so tall

Mum: ya my son

Friend: your son yongest or olders

Mum: yongest

friend: they ask me alot of question

Me: i got irriedted by everyone and try to walke away but my mom did't let me go

then it when on and on..

from there i went back to school..

see what happen of brining so tall,

i heared the same thing for more then ten time in a day, though my mum friend, sale man and my mum friend, again and again, so irriedted that i almost wanted to jumo out the window

joking la..!

22 day more how man

toilet day is coming

seannysean

ta ta

Why cannot hunt

2008-10-15T14:30:00.007+08:00

We were on our way to school this morning and it was on Monday morning, we were naturally hit with 'sian-ness'.

Red: Damn sian hor must go school, Monday?

Sharon: Ya. Tell me about it.

This was followed by a pause, and then she continued...

Sharon: Actually what's wrong with hunting for food ah? Why must work?

Red: Hunt? Singapore got place for you to hunt meh?

Sharon: That's why la. Why they go and clear all the jungles and kampongs?

Advancement very good meh?

Red: Actually, hunt also quite fun la. But how come we cannot eat elephants ah?

Sharon: Hard to catch la.

Red: Hard to catch meh? They so slow.

Sharon: No la. I think the meat not nice to eat. Very tough. But hor, hunt one Elephant already can eat for the whole year.

Red: Ya, but in those kampong conditions, you will have no fridge to store the meat.

Sharon: Hmmmm. True.

See what Mondays do to your brain? Total rubbish Monday morning conversation.

Guys exam 26 more days die die already HOW..

seanny sean

Marfan Syndrome

2008-10-15T01:51:00.006+08:00

yo Do you neo the people who have marfan syndrome all mostly die at the age before forty or at forty

and they have breathing problem heart problem

and there No caure for it that marfan syndrome contindion

dam sad

i hope i live longer that man...

seanny sean

Tall

2008-10-14T02:36:00.003+08:00

peopl say bring tall is goood why coz you got advastage of doing thing

some people say that bring tall is not good coz their are slow in doing thing big size having problem of getting thing

other say tall tall dones't matter at all as is good and bad thing of bring tall

some other say bring tall have weried looking look and they don't walk properly

and

they will have health problem and die much earlyer

some othe people say bring tall can do much thing and can't do what they want to do

and some say bringing tall is really not good

so which is which..?

exam coming what to do next

my mind is thinking only one thing forces on it

i can't how

having thoug crzy stuff doing crazy thing

exam coming

forces dun think what people say but thing that you do...

28 more day

can't do it man..!

seanny sean

Dam man look there a bird

2008-10-13T15:52:00.009+08:00

A levels 28 day more ahhh

am having a hard tim studying man i dun want to fail...

oh man i dun wan that to happen

i guess i have to study even more and not do other things..

Anyway on friday i met the singapore Slingers guys when to their training session where they train telling you they are super pro among as
dun campare to NBA ah..!

part of that the coach introduce to me to them and he say i own the big part and call me moster coz of the shoes i weared

and sam harris was like not comfetable i think coz i wear much bigger shoes then him..
but they till wondering why i came to their training

that day i met sam harris he is super tall and his weight is 123kg

am like only 90kg

you should see him man he dun have to jump to dunk other then that his hand was much bigger then me,
but i bet he can't dunk the one at bassketball court ring at the CC coz the ring is much higher, not any of them can i bet..

And for their training session is super cool is way much differn to nba taining and
there was one part where i was inchag to press and put the score coz they played five on five
and there was one part ending match the scor was 32 to 12 i felt that it was't right at all but anyway it was done

During the end of the training i sat beside sam harris it was super cool, you should hear all of them speak their english is super way much better, good then as

And you neo what, he wears size 18 shoes part of that they them self never see a size 20 shoes that i weared
even doe they are from AUstralia US New zealand and one from singapore.

one of them, eric sandrin was like:
look and the size of the shoes man

everyone was like: yeah I neo

during the end of the training session the chance came, the coach ask me if i wanted to play with them join them
i say nope not yet even doe i wanted to become a basketball player, why because i knew i will be the slowess one among them and wound't be able to play in a match
but it alright theres always another chance..!

must must study study study study A level a level coming coming coming..

i really dun want to fail man..

I commend you to fail hahaha
NOOOOOOOO

my birthday coming soon Oh NO
seanny sean
ta ta

Never see people see people

2008-10-10T02:09:00.007+08:00

It happen today as i was about to go home from payer laber i took 76 home and it was a double dak bus to go home

after school and basketball training

As i reach my stop this group of VJC people was seating on the level one of the bus as i did't apper in front of them yet

They were talking and talking among each other and it noise

as i was going down the stair and when i actually apper in front of them everything when quite

as they stop talking, why coz they stare and me as i was tall and today i weared my size 20 shoes yup you hared me Size 20 from US..

Is like they saw a ghost or like playing hid and sick must keep quite

so they stare at me as there were three boys and two girls from VJC they were talking so sof but till could hear here what they sayed

first Guy: wa he so tall

second guy: my gosh he so tall

thired guy: he must band down one

first Girl: yeah lor

second girl: kock her head

me: i was waiting for the bus to stop to go down and i stare back little

Then they saw my very big shoes that i was wearing today and they say:

second guy: look at the shoes so big

first guy: wa so big

thired guy: cannot find in singapore one lor

second girl: ya man

first girl: kep stareing and quite the whole time

me: I stare back little also

as they kep stareing as i went down

This happen many time many time, i was walking beined a group of people in a shopping centre or singapore, as i walk pass them, they saw me and all a sudden they stop talking like they saw something scarly

So am like a mosters to them i think.

but is weired man

is like they never seee human before...

31 one days more to my A level exam hahahaha am goiing to get all As
IF i can la
am going to make myself really tired for that day to come so i can sleep in exam... ! kidding la
i need to go toilet

sanny sean..

ta ta byebye

wondering person

2008-10-08T00:24:00.015+08:00

i was wonrdering though out the week

well since i met mong i alway thoug i should't have give him my number to him coz i did't neo him even deo i had his, as people would't give their number to people right

so i was wondering as i had the card he gave me with his nimber on it beofre i added him on MSN and his number and he did't had my number during that time

till we would't had gone to watch movie togeether and would't had met up.

And during FOP we would't have met up as i won't had met other his friends and won't go to his church at all.

till i would had went to fop with my church member or even went alone

so as i was thinking though, i did't neo as it was right or wrong by giving him my number deo i did't neo him at all coz .people would't just give stranger their number right

even deo i had his number on the card i won't just add his number as i would have just leave it one side or even throw it away

In the end, we would have till talk on msn and properbly would till exhange numbers till then.

so is it right or wrong to just give people your number as we don't neo the person even if it happen the same way as what mong did...?

seant stne

ta ta

lonenly pain sad

2008-10-06T16:43:00.005+08:00

NOw a days am super loney, i be the only one being at home alone reason my family member mom dad borther and my two sisters works so everytime when i go home from school, i be alone, doing at home never falides i be doing my own thing, while my cat sleeps or do his own thing like eating, jump out thee window enjoy the brezz and lisn to weried sound

As for me i be sitting down at the sofa in front of the tv watiching channel and watching tv alone is good in a way but till loney

super lonely right

part of that if am not watching Tv, i will study in my own room with air-corn on in front of my computer with my cat enjoying the air-corn and going in and out

and every meal dinner i have to buy my self, and be eatting alone coz no one cook at home

i miss home cook foood acually..

so being loney is not good

REASON:

you tand to talk to yourself

tand to forget that you are alone

keep wanting to talk to someone but cannot

doing thing alone

feeling lonely

While studying i be wanting to talk to someone but everytime i forget that am alone at home, and out of no where in my room while studying, I be talking myelf or if not i be talking to my cat and you neo what the cat will do, stare at me like one weird looking look trying to say, i have a weird owner or there somthing wrong with my owner or sometime don't even border you, part of that i be also talking to myself and reporting to myself even

till the whole night or day

And by time my mom sister brother comes back it be like 1 am and time to sleep

even deo i dun sleep that early but least time to spend time

See what lonelness can do to you...

tornny sean

bye bye

A cat stuck in mc cafe roof top

2008-10-04T01:55:00.004+08:00

Everynight when i go to Mc donla i will see a kitten on top of the roof i think it been there like a few week already and nobody border to take the kitten down as the kitten cannot go down coz of the hight

nobody notice it not even the mac stuff know.

POOR kitten

so when anyone goes to east cost park Mc donla make sure you catch the kitten on top so cut but so poor thing, even i also cannot do anything it must be hurgy tasty and scared poor kitten being up there

i wonder how the kitten even got up there

As i was walking back home this group of teenage people was so amz that am tall and here what one of them sayed

GUY: am tall sia you taller then me sia

me: DRinking, did't understand him

Girl: hi

Guy: hi

ME: wave back

This what happen of being so tall but actally am not that tall, am I...?

i dun look tall from what i look at myself in the mirror

to me i look like 1.89m, why do people say am tall..?

seannysean

byevbye ta ta

same tollay but differn

2008-10-03T22:17:00.012+08:00

From the past few week i have been stress well on the inside maybe coz exam coming soon just why

Anyway during F1 i watch it with my friend in church as alonso won yahoo from 15 placing to first amzing right but i wanted massa to win anyway alonso won hehe

So this was the part, my friend brought his brother along to watch F1 as we watch he ask both of as weather we neo each other and we do name, and he ask weather we enjoy each other company and anw was "don't no i think and he say we are the same... well

here what we are not the same, how can we be the same...?

Then it came to msn my friend ask why do i talk so much online as i dun talk much in church or in person as they are trying to get to neo me more, as he when on he say that he was like that as people started gets tired to talk to him and hard to talk to him coz he just lisn.

As i was reading it well it ture i dun talk much nut at least i reply, maybe coz i don't neo them neo them as a friend but dunno them get it never if you doon't get it.

Here what my other friend say to me he say that am quite when i meet people from outside who i dun really neo new people take it that way, and i really don't talk much to them he also say that as i heng out with people more slowly i start to talk more as i get to neo them likly

That what people told me am quite then i talk alot

well am that type of peoson that what people tell me
but as i go online is the other way round i talk alot to them then they talk to me

weired right i neo

you ask me why my anws is i really got no idea..

And this few day people out of no where came up to me to want neo me even deo i don't no them super weired tenage people

when i walk around after school or weekend outside

seanny sean

bye bye ta ta

USA wonders

2008-10-01T23:24:00.007+08:00

Oh oh oh marry chrismas everyone..

what up people

here what

When going to US never say rubber if u want to buy eraser

reason coz If u ask for rubber the people there will give you sex stuff coz their meaning of rubber is that meaning

that type of stuff you neo that stuff (....... ......) as the english there are much better..

so if you want to buy eraser say it as eraser not rubber...!

and you neo what Michal Jackson going to rich to poor

and he has skin problem

oh yeah happy chlidren day everyone...

seanny sexcy

bye bye

Here how i we meaty

2008-09-27T02:40:00.028+08:00

Am going to write today is how i met mong

We are not class mate school mate or nighbors we are toally strangers when we haven't meet each other YUP u heard me

Strangers

So here how we met, i did't meet him he met me then we two met each other

so here how, since secondary school every morning we were taking the same bus as i did't knew till he told me, since then i was seating in front of the moble tv and he was seating beined me one of those seat as i toally did't neo,

so after secondry school we did't see each other not that i neo i think.

Since then It was the day on 27 december 2007 at two thirty pm we met well here how

i took bus thirty-six home with my friend from airport to go home, as i was about to stop and gett down, i stood up to go down all a sudden a pretty man came who is mong came up to me from no where, and give me a card and pointed at me then when back to seat.

So when i had the card with his name on it, my first though was everyone on the bus got the card same as me as he was selling somthing to as, second though was he was some weird guy that give people cards for fun thired though was he a crep guy and four though was he was inviting people to his birthday party..! but as i read the card all he wanted was to be friend i think, i could only think of that reason why he gave me the card,

i guess he plan to do this all along guess only ah

And you neo what i actally added him and talk to him on msn when i did't know him, my first word was HELLO nad his was HEY then so on, and added his number to my phone even doe i did't neo him so we are toally stranges

After a few days we met one on one after school and watch death note at plaz sing we talk chat but did't eat well after meeting him it was't to bad.

Then it came to july 7.08 if am not wrong as i was to pose to go to FOP with my church members but i did't mong even ask me as i told him i was going alone and he ask me if i wanted to join him and i did.

And you neo what, i think he told his friend that he met me as they knew some of them before they met me

i guess he even talk about me during that time when he met me and before i met eveyone

During that day it was super cool i tell you i met many new friends as everyone eye was so big as i was tall

and they never see me before, Ok the wired part was the seat there almost brok but lucky it didn't why i say that was coz i felt the seat breaking into two and i had to force myself to seat as the seat was to small as the standing part was people beined me could't see ...

TATAL

As FOP ended we all met at meeting point near seven elevn with the rest and it was only 5% of the church group of what i heard from Roy i think, then again everyone eyes was so big as no one seeen me before and comparing me to them as i was tall as for me i was the odd one as i did't neo anyone, then again we walked till close to MRT to go home whlie walking we talk chat and

i ans alot of question as they as well

so when we when back i took 31 back home with mong as we almost took 197 to JE but did't.!

as only two of as took to the east side as everyone when to west south..

As i was walking home message kep coming and coming as i got like 12 of them inclued my friend message but four of them was people i met in FOP, telling you that day i was wondering how they even got my number.

then a few day later he ask me if i wanted to go to his church as i did, it was amzing as i when to their first service in their church as the super new thing that i never seen heard before was they prayed in touges as my church did't had or pray that way, in the end i had a super day as i knew more people and of course ans question"i got no girlfriend"... (but i got girlfriend)

alonso will win the f1 haha.

i need to go toilet

seany bunny

bye bye ta ta

Ever wounder

2008-09-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

Ever WWonder how Girls wish their hair when

their hair is way long up to their butt or wise yup.. butt

Well here the anws

I got NO idea As well

STay TUne to FIND how,

produt by

how to wish to hair company

seanny wennly

bye bye

Great feeling

2008-09-22T01:51:00.004+08:00

Sometime being tall is great in a sense that u are taller then every one as and propurly also

but somtime being tall feel like you 'r the odd one in btween everyone as everyone is almost the same hight and u are not as u are taller kind of weird but somtime fun coz u get to bully people

Anyway last saturday after service we when to eat dinner on the way down to the food court we saw a tall guy as tall as me, as i walk passed him one of my friend ask me who taller and i say him but we should be the same hight

Anyway

i want to meet him again

part of that i went to the basketball match which is the slingers singapore team VS air 21, and we have our very own yao ming which is 2.21m player cool right haven't stand beside him yet going to and want to go with my friend to the match if they want that is...?

seanny blogkey

bye bye

Having problem getting things

2008-09-16T17:04:00.007+08:00

Last time i use to have everthing being able to buy everything i like, like shoes to cloths and jens
so after as i got order i could't buy any thing i like excp game bag cloths.. and now everytime i see shoes that i like i can't buy cozs of the size that i wearing is kind of sad deo.

Even for sports that requries shoes i cannot play.. now that i cannot buy any type of shoes that i like i feel sad but life have to go o..

now I got only got two pairs of shoes, one that i use almost everyday for all kind of events and the other one is for extre pairs
due to the shoes i have to buy and order from US to being over to singapore it cost 200 dollars per pair expensive right but no choice due to the people there and size there.

so if anyone anybody see a shoes that is bigger size 18 and above tell me in singapore of course

Due to that i have marfan is a syndrome where people will grow tall and tin & have long finger lges and big born so call genes " you can learn it in chemisty" sad right...

bye bye seannysean

balancesing

2008-09-12T13:10:00.005+08:00

Signs of work-related fatigue:

. not speaking in proper sentences to my friend

. doing thing carelessly

. not bothering to read emails properly

. too forgetful

. too absent minded

. getting distracted easily

. losing track of time

. not listening properly in class

. playing game to much

. the feeling of half-closed eyelids during class moments

. not bothering with conversations

. not drinking water

. no appetite

. not wanting to pee cz it just feels like it's a waste of time

And this is due to 12am, 3am and 4am studying nights for 12 days straight.

It's crushing to hear my aunt say that they're "losing" me again.

Some thing(s) has got to change, so that the scale balances itself again..

i have been rude now a day when people from outside ask me how tall i am i just smlie and walk alway without telling them...

seansean

CRazy mad mad cat but cut

2008-09-09T00:19:00.008+08:00

This cat is Toby i got him when he was 1 year old now he is 8 year now
my sister boyfriend give it to as before we got him we had hamster fish and three kitten

my cat is super lazy sleep alot in the day and at night he become one mad cat running around the house and disturbing people mad right (i call him mad cow cat)

Then in the morning he Mao like a dog at as while we are sleeping he even jump on the bad to bit as just to wake as up to give him food

to bad he not a dog if not it be on our face

He is cut at first, my mother didn't agree on keeping a cat but after a while she love him i prefer dog doe my mother like dog more then cat and my brother sister like cat coz their cleaner and dun it to bring them of walks like dogs.

as for my second sister cannot stand him

here a look of him

1 year old

Sean Sean bye bye

felt bad but good

2008-09-01T16:06:00.008+08:00

Am feeling bad of not going to my own chucrch for the last two week dunno why but i just felt bad of not going to my own church specialy the bibe study in church. when to my friend church instead. even on sunday morning didn't when to my church for bibe study guess i have to go this sunday to my church service... anyway did had fun in my church friend even doe i was to quite and didn't talk as much as i did in my own church..

Either then that pastor tan from city harvest came to heart of god church it was my first time hearing him preach learn about man being created by god cool right beside that during the end of the service the leaders of the church was slained by the Holy Spirit am i right or wrong i dun what that call..!

anyway it was cool the last time i saw that it was at my sister church at ROCK at suntic city that anyone could go from where they were seated in church so my sister when but i didn't

sean sean bye bye

A bad day

2008-08-29T04:04:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a horrible day in the morning i took bus and there was so many people so i had to stand, during the ride i hit the top of the bus more dan 7 time and when i got down from the bus my head was so paint that i could't even think of studying and in the mrt i hit my head on the bar that was the worst thing ever had..

it was like people kocking on your head, in the end i had blueblack no la kidding but my head till hurts, and from today onward am going to wear a head helmt to proct my head...

seanny bye bye

A great Day

2008-08-25T16:48:00.013+08:00

Last sunday morning i when to church, when i go for my bibe class and the audlt had their service during the bibe class i kep thinking what will the other service be like later which was my my friend church, as the service finish i when to eat and then when too the liibary to read.

And soon after that i when to my friend chuurch when i reach the place we when to the rest to help with the moden church that my friends bulid for the pastor birthday, i did't help as much doe i try to help but in the end it came out nice....

As the service started and it come to worhshiping sharing annoumeant preach by pastor and then ending worhshiping correct me if it wrong..!

after awhile of wrohship annousmen sharing, it come to preaching by pastor how preaching was about ledership, doing a litte more lovine other, have a fire to god, dreams it was so interesting that it ended and then service ended...

Then after awhile it was celebration at six.forty-five the setup was nice from the performans to the vidoe

some of the performans i did't get it some was funny what i like was the vidoe the desgin thx title to the amry and the background it was amzing nice and cool as for the performan was perfect.

seannysean bye bye

WonDErfUll DAy

2008-08-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

On saturday morning i woke at 8 just to play basketball at 8.30am the wheater was so nice and cooling that i almost took off my cloth and plant coz it is was cooling kidding...!

so i started playing basketball at 8.30 i was all alone it one basketball court

is like playing with ghost, so i started playing and i try one end of the court shooting to the other end but it did't go in was air ball did't event go half the court i kep trying and it was air ball

Ater playing awhile people started coming to play basketball, teeage people there was three of them so. after awhile one of them ask me to play with them so i did we play 2 on 2 and my team actually won i was supirs.

I did't do much doe, all i did was just stand at the 3 pointer area

and just shoot did't do much in defend and just let my team meber to the work, did't block the ball either. we play first to 24 but either way

we still won 15 to 24 close game, even deo we won after that i when back to bath and when down to coffebean to study befor going to church.....!

'_'

SEAn